Schützenfest(shooter festival) 2005 in Neuss

1100 wake up and take shower
1200 get ready for late breakfast, look at his and Mom`s album...so cute...

Mom's drawings...
on the wall in the living room. I LOVE THEM!!!!!

you have never seen that in Japan!
soft pudding called .....? これはチョコ＆バニラ味♪

1300 have late lunch...they always have late meal like this...relaxed Sunday...
1430 take a nap. i am müda? so very tired i have sore throat...i know i will have a slight fever in a few hours.

1600 go out to watch the parede of Schützenfest...Na-chan had three glasses of beer! i have a slight fever now and feel lonely a bit.




1830 the end of the parade

1930 movable amusement park, stroll around the downtown--old part of the city
2100 back home, with Italian jerrato?

i feel no difference from Japan--they are the same developed countries...how people look is the same; similar styles of fashion and figures...ONLY MOST AMERICANS ARE TOO FAT in the American continent!!! Here in Europe people are not fat!!!!! the same as Japan...some are very big, most are a bit big or medium size, and the others slim and beautiful as models. public utilities well constructed--e.g. clean public garbages and streets, clear signs of direction and such. only the way buildings are built is different.

but i know that i wear glasses now...when i get used to it--i suppose it is going to take about one month?--i will see the difference from Japan more clearly. New comers usually have a tendency not able to recognize many details.

Na-chan told me on the first day in the Inter City Express, viewing the fields and sky from the window, that she felt she had been here even though she had never. "Natsukashii kanji ga suru," she said. I did not feel something like that. Maybe I would burst into tears if i could reach the land of America again, but I feel myself neutral to Europe. Its not that some information about Europe in myself is blocked or something. It`s just neutral. A spritual counselor once said that I had been a native American girl in the previous pastlife. Well, i believe you could link to anyone depending on what you think you are and that your pastlife if they are means nothing, speaking of your life here and now...but just imagining it could be true is fun.

When I walked along a street in North Osaka to a healer`s place, I felt I had never been there. I mean, the first journey for my soul to the place. Very fresh feeling.

I never felt something like that in Germany, either--feeling new to the land.

I don`t know.

I just feel this friend of mine in Neuss and myself would have had a relationship--it can be a family tie or friendship--beyond this lifetime.